Kimi Kimi Kimi!

This CNY…

I realised how much I’ve lost because of 1 fella…
I’ve lost close friends, I’ve lost close relatives even.
And I’m feeling very paranoid about it.
I’m a very sensitive person and human relationships are important to me.

I’ve always kept myself from the truth that we are in a materialistic world.
Friends made over business with each other, Sometimes with under-table money.
I’ve always believe that if I put in some effort to make a difference, it would happen.
Apparently not.

Am I trying too hard to make a difference when everyone else doesn’t?
Are the people around me so plastic?
What about the next generation?

I really don’t know any more.
I feel tired just thinking about it…